I've lost my darling

It is not possible for me to convence the babies.It is easy to say that there is no any difficult two more works in the world like as this.Getting and giving proposal are equal in my narrow life.That means one is gotten and one is given.Mirraclly,It was  avoided what was gotten and that is cordially recived by this girl what was given.Friends say that the endure of my love is about 10 minute per week.As,I pass 10 minute with my darling per week.But they do not know that I have caught her in every imagination.In every sunday at 4.P.M she touches my feelings.The wave of my love is going higher day by day.But in the previous two month I could not communicate with her for a single moment.I think so that there is a partition in my 2 years realation.After calling,her father or brother response instead of her position.If any why my messese would reached to her,I will tell her-" Make a budget at least some moment in a week for me.All the best pray for me after salah."
Nothing to say.Spoil me but never leave.wait,only there have 8 or 10 years..
Finally,
Begger of love,
Blind lover Golam Rabbani...